RvB Fics

Nov. 8th, 2016 07:28 pm
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For people who know me from other comms/my journal, I will be reposting all my Red vs Blue fanfiction here. Until then, here is a link to my archive.

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Title: True Happiness Comes From Helping Others
Rating: PG
Pairing: None, though this is about Rivaled!Seb
Summary: Written for a class and had to be based on that title, minific.
                  Sebastian thinks on his life in the Chantry and bitterly asks himself if he really is happy.

He was angry at orphans. )

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Title: Love Hurts, Decepticon Love Hurts More Directly
Fandom: Transformers: Prime
Pairing: Starscream/Megatron. Sort of.
Rating: G
Summary: Set sometime around Shadowzone. Starscream knows that he's on shaky ground with Megatron and feels like he needs to do something extreme to regain some lost face. This goes about as well as all of Starscream's plans.

I have no idea. )
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Because I was stupid and didn't renew my ani-virus program when my license expired, my computer crashed. I'll have to take it in tomorrow to get it scrubbed down, but I don't know how long I'll be without. Some of my accounts I can't get on from other computers, like DA. I'll be stuck using the family computer when I get a chance (I don't get much time alone with it), so I won't be on much until I get this fixed. I'll probably end up replying to all your comments like a week from now.

Love you guys, I'm sorry!

(PS: [livejournal.com profile] outlineofwinter , email fails us. Srsly when I get my computer back we're just skyping. )
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I'm sick and beyond stressed right now. I haven't been able to really read or write anything you guys have done and for that I'm so sorry. I'm testing the waters to see if I'm at least okay enough to try writing again. Here's a de-anon from a kinkmeme, and I have a mini-Bleach fic planned to write hopefully soon. Love you guys <3

Someone on the new Dragon Age Kinkmeme wanted Darkfic between one of the villains (voiced by Tim Curry, just btw) and a Female Human Noble Warden. They asked for darkfic inspired by Hellfire scene in Hunchback of Notre Dame (Here, for anyone who hasn't seen it:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fRO-M4XyAbM). The darker, creepier and more twisted the better.

Title: HellFire
Pairing: Elissa/Arl Howe
Rating: R
Summary: (See above)

Cut for DisturbingFic )
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Went for a scope/stomach biopsy yesterday. I asked for total sedation and was assured I would get it, but I didn't. That's far from the first time that hospital has done this. I can't remember entirely what happened but something freaked me out while they were doing the scope and I got really violent, breaking some equipment and attacking the doctors and nurses. Next thing I know I'm in the aftercare and the nurse is telling me that they had to abort the procedure. I went through all that for nothing. If they'd given me the proper amount of anesthesia, I would have been totally asleep and they would have been able to get the results.
Oh, and apparently I was fighting back so hard I damaged some blood vessels in my face. One eye is filled with blood and there's flecks of blood all over my face, under the skin. It stings like all hell, I can't move that eye and it hurts to blink.

I am a level of miserable I didn't think I could attain.


Jan. 10th, 2011 03:51 pm
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Just a heads up im not dead im just really really sick right now...... it might be an intestinal ulcer or intestinal swelling so i dont really have the energy to type or read right now but ill be meeting with a sergeon soon and i hope to be better soon. love you guys, see you later <3
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First off, huge thanks to [livejournal.com profile] agent_florida for helping me with my exam notes. You're a lifesaver!!!

Second, if you want to laugh for about a minute and eight seconds straight, watch this clip from the Italian Batman tv series:

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Okay so I have an exam on Monday. I was planning on pulling an all-nighter tonight to write up my notes for it but I'm freaking out so much that I have to stop.

I missed the class before last. I'm totally broke and don't have a car, but my parents either drive me or give me bus fare so I don't mind that much.

Except last Monday.

At the last minute my dad decides not to give me a ride. I was arguing with my mom about bus fare and she was being really irrational complaining that "There's no way it costs that much for you to get to and from school!" (I have to take, like, several buses) and so she wouldn't give me enough to get there and back. Essentially, I was like "Fuck this, it's not happening" and then I went back to bed.

But then my mom had a change of heart (apparently) and woke me up to annouce that she has the fare for me.... half an hour after my bus left. The bus I have to take to get there only runs in the morning and in the afternoon. The last morning bus left at 8:30. The next one won't come until 4 pm. My class is at 10 am. My mom didn't understand why I wasn't thrilled that she finally decided to give me the cash to get to school and so after another argument, I went back to sleep.

Then I go to class last Wednesday and found out that we took down all the definitions that we need to know for the exam. There's a huge fucking list of them. I have a list of the words but no definitions. They aren't the dictionary definitions as the words have their own unique meanings in the context of the course ('valid', for example, means something totally different from it's dictionary definition) and I can oly find a handful of the more common ones online.

The best part? The textbook we're using is wrong over half the time. My Prof corrects the textbook as he lectures so I can't look up the terms in that since it's total crap.

I'm pissed off and stressed out and I feel like crying. My parents pushed me to go back to school and now it's like pulling teeth to get to class and I hate this. They promised me they'd get me a bus pass when I started school but changed their minds when it actually came down to buying me one (funny enough, they've spent more so far on my fares than it costs to buy a pass). They want me to be a full-time student next semester but if it's this hard getting to one class I don't want to know what it will be like trying to get to four. They swore that next time they'd get me a pass but that's what they said for this semester and that was a total lie...

I'm going to fail the exam so miserably I don't even see the point of showing up. The saddest part is that on the last exam I got the highest  mark in the class. Now I'm going to be at the bottom of the barrel.
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You know that scene in Red vs Blue where Caboose is in the background of Doc and Church talking and he's all like "I feel dizzy!"/"OOOOooooooh!"/"I'm still laying here... Why won't anybody help me..."

I've been quoting that for, like, an hour now.

My arm has less blood in it than it did this morning.
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Do you ever have times where you just sit in the dark for hours and cry because you'd give anything just to matter?
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Hey! Just a quick update to let everyone know that I'll be at Red vs Blue CanWest tomorrow until Monday. I don't think I'll be online much; I'm bringing my computer but I don't think I'll have much time to post .

I've got a hotel room with [livejournal.com profile] nomoreillusions and [livejournal.com profile] grifkilla51 for the weekend so we're pretty much partying around the clock!
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Today I was again reminded that I am not a person, I am a time bomb. Thanks.
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Just a quick note to let everyone know that in a few hours I'll be flying to Tallahassee, Florida to hang with the awesomely awesome [livejournal.com profile] ghostofthemotif and [livejournal.com profile] vadadaca!

I'll be back at like one am on Wednesday, April 14.

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Okay, so I've been somewhat quiet lately. The reason being is that I've been getting ready for my trip to Tallahassee next week (YAY FLORIDA!) and doing doctor stuff.

You know how I posted that I was diagnosed with scoliosis? Well, my physiotherapist did his assessment of me and thought that there was a lot more going on with me than just that, so he wrote to my doctor and sent me back for more tests.

Hey guys, I've got Rhumetoid Arthritus! (and possibly some other things)

It's not so bad, I figured out like years ago that I probably had arthritus but most doctors just shrugged it off with stuff like "How would you know what arthritus feels like?", "You're too young to have it", "There's nothing we can do for something like that anyway so there's no point testing for it", ect.

I'm just really happy to finally have a documented diagnosis. I'm being referred to a Rhumetologist, and I'll have to do some more tests for it before they decide what kind of treatment would be best for me.
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Okay so since my last post was... horrifically depressing... I felt like posting something happier.

Who here has seen Galaxy Quest?

It's one of my favourites (a die-hard Trek girl here) and I'm watching it right now.

The plot of the movie, for those of you that don't know, is that there's a group of washed-up nothing actors that years ago starred in a Star Trek like show. Years later, a group of aliens who have based their entire culture off the "historical documents" of the crew's adventures arrives on Earth to beg for the crew's help in defeating a tyrant who has killed most of their people.

The aliens that ask for help come from a society that had never even encounted the concept of lying until meeting the tyrant, Sarris. Hence why they believe Earth's tv shows are "historical records".

One of the more touching scenes from the movie is when the leader of the aliens has just been tortured for hours and Sarris (who has now learned that the people's 'heroes' are actors) forces the 'Commander' from the show to admit that he'd lied to them, he wasn't a hero.

Sarris learns who they are after watching the "historical records" and knowing right away that it was a show.

Here's the scene:

Normally that scene is really sad for me. I don't cry, but I feel grief for them.

This time?

It's occurred to me that Sarris recognized a tv show format really fast. He only watched about twenty seconds!

So what does my mind jump to?

Clearly his species has a lot of their own, similar programs.

NOW ALL I CAN SEE is Sarris and his species acting in their own versions of our shows.

Oprah is now a seven foot tall green lizard creature with an exoskeleton.

Sarris: The Human Slayer.

MTV for them must be crazy.

Good Housekeeping.

Cooking with Sarris.

Okay, I'm done.

..... The Fast and the Reptilian.
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It's something I need to talk about and have never before and I don't even give a damn if anyone's reading this or not I just need to say it somewhere.

Personal Stuff )
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Okay, so there's this radio station that I've been listening to (Virgin 95.3) and they were talking about a guy in japan that married a giant pillow that had a picture of an anime girl on it. So the station started the question "If you could marry something that's not a person, what would it be?"

Nat (One of the hosts, not me) said Earl Grey Tea. I can't remember what the other host (Drew) said. People are calling in with things like books/DVDs they love, foods, ect. I called in. Here's how that went:

Nat: Virgin Radio, you're on the air!
Me: So the question what would I marry if I could marry a non-person?
Drew: That's it.
Me: Optimus Prime.
Hosts: (laughing)
Me: Hands-down.
Nat: You're so sure of yourself!
Me: I've been sure of that choice since I was five years old.
Nat: After all that time? Even now that you're a full-grown woman?
Me: Have you heard him?
Nat: ...Can I change my vote?
Drew: No! You already picked. No sexy robots for you!
Nat: ...You think he's sexy too?
Drew: It's Optimus Prime. Orientation doesn't matter!
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Okay so on Saturday night at one am I was in so much pain I was crying. There was something seriously wrong with my spine. My dad took me to the emergency room at the hospital and I just kept getting worse until eight am (seven hours later) when one of the doctors finally got around to seeing me (no, it wasn't busy, it's just the shittiest ER in the area). They did x-rays and I have Scoliosis.

While that's something I'll have my whole life, this particular back spasm should be gone in the next few days but until it goes away I'm in agony and I'm totally drained in every sense of the word. I'm so tired because I'm in so much pain I can't sleep.

I'm on percosets, but they aren't strong enough. I think that says something.

I'm going to go now because the pain makes me so sick I've got a blinding headache an fever, but I can't cool down because my back muscles need to stay warm.

Somebody just put me out of my misery.
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Okay, so the last few days have been fantastic and I'm in such a good mood right now.

1.)  I'M GOING TO TALLAHASSEE, FLORIDA TO MEET [livejournal.com profile] ghostofthemotif .

This April is going to be like the best month ever. I'm still looking into flights and everything but we have the days picked and everything. I'm going to be staying with her and I've been bouncing off the walls that I get to meet her and I'm planning on hugging her so hard she can't breathe excited. Clearly. Izzy, for your sake, wear padding.

2.) I finally got the Azula Moodtheme working! I'm so proud of myself. I WILL NEVER MAKE A MOODTHEME AGAIN. That was way too hard. But it's okay because I'm happy with the one I have now ^u^

3.) I fixed my wireless network myself! I don't have to hack my neighbours anymore!

4.) Kathleen ([livejournal.com profile] grifkilla51 ) and I were driving around late at night and this douchebag (You know the type: Suped-up gangster car with blackout windows, club lighting and music so loud the cars three down from him are shaking) was right behind us pumping his shitty gangster club music. Well, Kat's got a Honda Element and those things have a crazy-ass stereo system. So we put "Part of your World" from The Little Mermaid up as loud as her speakers will go with all the windows down. After half a minute, the guy shut off his music. People from other cars were giving us thumb-ups.


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